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less than two weeks = love love love all over the place.
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[13 Apr 2007|11:07pm] |
I've been thinking, what do I have?
I only have 5 close friends.
1 which is moving too far away. 1 which is selfcentered, cares only about her self and making herself happy. 1 who will talk me through everything, and tells me the truth about anything. 2 who I tell everything to, and don't know what I would do without.
I am losing my mind being here. I haven't found a reason as to why I am here. I want to leave, but I would have no where to go. No, Idea what direction that would lead me to.
I feel like punching everything near me.
Subject: Guys. What makes anyone think they can ask a girl to be their girlfriend and stop talking to them when they don't want them anymore? last time I checked that's pretty fucked up. Then a few days later hes with one of my friends. It is the best feeling to make a girl feel completely worthless, not only is this NOT the first time that this has happened between me and a guy, I can tell that it won't be the last time.
Trick assssssssssss.
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[09 Apr 2007|05:55pm] |
let the good times roll.
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[03 Apr 2007|03:28pm] |
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Lately everything has been really funny to me, even when friends tell me they are worried about the things I'm doing, I shrug it off, and laugh. Life is just funny. I have mood swings a lot. I think about my old boyfriends a lot and how different they were. I was smoking a lot of herb this weekend, and I completly forgot everything I had been sad about. mmmm... now I can't wait for weekends.
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[26 Mar 2007|04:33pm] |
I used to know this girl
Who gave her love away
To every guy she met
And with all the games they played
She never seemed to cry
She never got upset
And one by one they came
And one by one they left
I thought that I could fix her
If she would let me in
But all of my advances
Were shut down in the end
When days turned into months
I begged her to explain
And this is what she sang
It's not like I'm a slut
Or that I really like to fuck
I just want every boy I see
To walk away with part of me
Until there's nothing left to hold
Until there's nothing left to hate
I appreciate your help
But even you can't save me from myself
:(
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[26 Mar 2007|12:26pm] |
I want to run away. Not from my family but every one else. I fucking hate this city. I hate this fucking state. I hate everyone, I say hate I mean I could careless if anything terrible shit happens to them. I don't think anyone else would love for it to be rubbed in your face that you are a loser, and obviously aren't worth being loved in return.
FUCK YOU STEVEN. I wish I never fucking met you. I wish you never fucking existed.
FUCK YOU STACY, YOU DIRTY CUNT, I hope you fall off the face of earth, Go punch yourself in your ugly face.
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[16 Mar 2007|08:34pm] |
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I was going through my friends post, and so many are about love. EVERYONE is having some type of love problem, even me. I don't like being with just one person, I kind of like dating without commitment, Or atleast I thought so.
So I was recently listening to Christina Aguilera, and heard "They say if you love something let it go And if it comes back it's yours, And that's how you know. It's for keeps, yeah, it's for sure." Well, I let him go because he wanted me to be happy, even though I was only happy when I knew I had him there for me, But I wasn't happy. I just let him go. If that's what made him happy, Then I was happy. Now two months later, out of no where he admits he made the biggest mistake of his life. I don't know where this is going to end up, but I am sure as hell happy he came back and still loves me. This is so good.
Oh, off subject, tonight at work this dog came in with a gash from the top of the spine til the bottem, I could see bones tissue and some how, the dog was still walking around and wagging his tail, even though it was a little creepy watching the muscles move it. I love the animal hospital.
P.s. I am moving into an apartment in the next month or so, I am pretty stoaked. I have come to a conclusion, I have 5 "good" friends left, amazingly shittty if you ask me.
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[13 Mar 2007|11:09pm] |
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I hate loving someone who only comes around when your with another guy. I built a good fountation to grow on, and no way in hell am I going to let you hurt me again.
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[12 Mar 2007|11:32am] |
I worked 14 hours yesterday, and I work 8 hours today, I work every day this week, 5 days at claires and 2 at the animal hospital. I'm stoaked about getting paid every week, money in mah pockkkeeett.
I wish things we're a lot different between us.
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[08 Mar 2007|12:30am] |
I am so happy with life.
I am just letting everything happen.
One day at a time...chillin'.
Kris is like 100% from what I've heard,
I'm going to see him tomorrow.
Love, faith and praying helped so much.
I love my little cupcakes.
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[05 Mar 2007|10:55pm] |
This hurts, everyone in a hospital room crowded around one person, hoping for the same thing. I'm praying this goes well. I'm praying that he had nothing to do with this. In a perfect world this would have never happened.
stay strong.
Love will keep us together.
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[02 Mar 2007|09:51pm] |
I've been in california since last sunday. It was pretty fun, I guess, I didn't do many things that I wanted to do, but what ever. I'm driving back down there spring break to see some friends. I was in pain the whole trip which didn't help me at all. I had a blow out in my left ear, now my ear is so swollen that I can't get my earring out. pretty shitty, I've had a head ache ever since. Eh..Pictures.
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[23 Feb 2007|11:03pm] |
I need a man. No more boys.
THIS IS GETTING RIDICULOUS.
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[20 Feb 2007|06:30pm] |
I like how I find out that the guy I like is in jail for assult. He called me last night to bail him out, which I did, I regret it now. I feel like a dumb ass.
Globe is so gorgeous, especially when it rains.
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[19 Feb 2007|05:42pm] |
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Last night, I was a little messed up, and took my dodge neon off roading with britney, after that we cruised the i-17 til we ran out of cigs and ended up at chandras.
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[15 Feb 2007|09:42pm] |
Arizona is gorgeous when it rains.
recent pictures of rain
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[15 Feb 2007|09:03pm] |
I bought a new laptop today, and the desperate housewives game I've been wanting, and I bought tony hawk for the hell of it, and a new hollister sweater 'cause it was chilly outside. That's my gift to myself for valentines day. Which is cool, 'Cause I don't like people spending their money on me. haha.
I feel absolutly horrible, Its not the flu or anything, it comes and goes when it pleases. Eh, hopefully it'll go away in a few weeks, maybe months.
Haven't spoke to a lot of people in a while, it makes me sad but they seem content and I don't want to mess with that. I really wish I could find someone who I can complete connect with on all levels, it seems hopeless at this point to even bother.
happy valentines day.
arizonas birthday also, woohoo.
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[02 Feb 2007|11:38pm] |
I am absolutely devoted to you. There is no one who makes me feel anything like you do. I don't even see any one the way I do with you, because no one even compares close. I know you feel like that, but...Your making it difficult to see it. I like things in plain view.
No matter how many boyfriends I go through, in the end, I am going to be with you, because life is good like that. I know it :].
I love you.
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[31 Jan 2007|08:28am] |
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Last year, For E.O.P. we used to have picnics. I miss that.
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